oh and the spring marie claire magazine thing came and by god it is FAT and i’m actually done with my homework right now so i’m going to go invest my time in that now bye
when your mom puts up pictures of you skiing on facebook and you’re all up in your unwieldy neck gaiter and hand me down jacket and skiing pictures are just not the most attractive things in the world and it’s not so big of a deal that you’d untag yourself because you’re too lazy and the pictures will be there anyways and skiing isn’t really embarassing but that darn neck gaiter i dislike the unbalanced aspect of either having a freezing face or a gross sniffly one while skiing and i dislike neck gaiters and that part of skiing and
and then you don’t quite know what to do so you’re not going to do anything and this is a really really really pointless post okbye
i love me so much i wrote such a cool letter to myself meep i love it
I hope you forget all about htis letter so it seems cooler to read later. anyways… this tour was great for you because you got to know so many people better and you felt fabulous ecause of it. right now I’d like you to remember all the seniors you’ll miss, just because you should. now you have ‘love for a child’ by Jason Mraz stuck in your head. you will be crying a lot and sleeping none tonight. remember emparo and enrique and hocsan and victor and saul and vallanita and siver (sp?) and your family back in mexico. remember their radical hospitality. remember that god’s love is active and that god is here and now and in everyone. and it’s awesome. keep him with you. it’ll now be junior year and i hope you’ll not have ripped all your hair out from stress by now. keep breathing and everything will be okay. it will. go back to tour. breathe.
is about to begin.
musical rehearsals and the SHOW OPENS NEXT WEEK WHAT WHAT
oh and i kinda have my sat on the same day as one of the performances
and my license test is on st patricks day (LUCK LUCK LUCK PLEASE)
and the graham show is somewhere in there too…
oh and did i tell you guys how my mom likes born this way and that single fact has kept me entertained and the song stuck in my head for the rest of the day
even though i’ve known that for like a week already
so i talked to rossy today and got my sister all set for dance spectrum next year and shes all flipping out about it haha.
not like she was freaking out at me about emailing her last night or anything because its all okay because she is happy and shes off my case and i went straight to sleep without doing anything last night anyways and her doing dance also means she’s not doing cheer which i’m happy about because (no offense whatsoever to cheerleaders/cheerleading i love you all and i wish i could do flips and be spirited too) when it comes down to that versus dance and shes never even done cheer before and shes danced all her life and she’s accident prone to begin with and it sounded like she was just doing it to be with friends and whatever and she was just using it as a threat to me if i didn’t get her into dance which was stupid but whatever dance is just a preferred choice for her but yeah.
i feel like i did just offend the cheerleaders. so i do love and admire you all you are amazing people okay got it.
but yeah erin is off my back and she’s set for dance and it’s all good.
I LOVE CALIFORNIA SO MUCH. EVERYTHING IS GREEEEEEEN AND I AM SO GLAD TO BE HOMEEEE
Being home is a blessing and a curse. I’m so happy to be in California where its all green and where I have friends. But right now my family is pissing me off to the extreme with a bunch of bs and stupid little things about school. Mermermer I just spent like ten days straight with these people where is my alone timeeee